I walked out of that familiar house when it was past 12... a.l.o.n.e
What is so wrong with me?
I said that i wanna leave so much and when he doesn't stop me or pull me back to him, i feel like he's a total asshole.
Why am i always the one giving in and taking initiatives? Am i too sensitive or was i asking too much?
I took the train home with my wet hair, teary eyes and my heavy laptop.
Feeling lost, hopeless and fear.
I dont know what should i do. All I need is a big hug.
So .....
I alighted and took the opposite train all the way back to his place...again
& I thought i thought i thought ...
(i lost my train of thoughts. forget about it, what i thought is no longer important)
What is so wrong with me?
I said that i wanna leave so much and when he doesn't stop me or pull me back to him, i feel like he's a total asshole.
Why am i always the one giving in and taking initiatives? Am i too sensitive or was i asking too much?
I took the train home with my wet hair, teary eyes and my heavy laptop.
Feeling lost, hopeless and fear.
I dont know what should i do. All I need is a big hug.
So .....
I alighted and took the opposite train all the way back to his place...again
& I thought i thought i thought ...
(i lost my train of thoughts. forget about it, what i thought is no longer important)
Endnote: This is it. Here i am, where i belongs. Home sweet home with my usual drama that i've been watching for these couple of days with a bottle of green tea and my strawberry pocky stick and hello panda.
2 comments:
haha very profund ,keep it up ;)
Dude i really digg this. i write a little :P
-DJ! Kemmet
thecrativecommonsblog.blogspot.com
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