Victoria's blog!

If you knew what stranger of my heart means,
you'll probably be saying Im silly.
Perhaps I really am.
Because I still cant let go despite tremendous effect.

It's funny how these tears still come at night.
It's funny how these tears still flow when I'm showering.
It's funny how these tears still drop when I couldn't even remember your face.
It's just such an irony.

But still I'll stand & walk on,
I'll move on
& be gone in the air.



ps:
My examinations are starting tmr & frankly speaking, i haven't lay my hands on any books yet. I know im gonna do badly if i still carry this kind of attitude.
But what can i do? Im not motivated, i dont know what should i do with my life.
In case you dont know, i've retain once in my entire life.
I know i got no one to blame at, but myself for not working hard enough.
Life is too short for me to waste,
I have to move on.. and stop stepping at the same old path.


pps:
Told lovely boy that there's no way for me to get 3 As now unless i have super power.
& his reply was, " Ok nvm. At least u try ur best and I promise I'll get you something." AWWWW!!


ppps:
I know you're reading
& based on what i wrote here before, pls stop pretending that you know about everyt single thing about me and start making stories which are not true.
I know you're full of anger & in ur eyes, i might be some slutty bitch or whatever you named me.
For once and for all, let me get this right into your mind here, you're only judging based on superficial side. You dont know the minor details. So pls .... I dont wanna hate you.