Sunday, May 18




I had a quarrel with mom just now during dinner.
Mom walked away while waiting for the food to be served.
& soon after 10 mins or so, aaron walked away too to look for mom.
I was left alone then.
I felt so hurt as if needles piercing through my heart.
When loved one walked away from you,
that is when you felt the most terrible thing on earth.

When aaron found mom and came back.
Despite knowing the wrong and should say sorry
words of apologise just couldn't come out from my lips.
I wanted to say so much. But something just held me back.
So strong that i couldn't open my mouth and start talking.
Was it pride?
I dont know. But deep inside my heart, im crying terrible.

The dinner was terrible, i swear.
No one talked and all we could hear was the next table's laughter.
Only when mom started to say "Both of u go home first"
Then i woke up and realized that,
I love her so much.





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