Victoria's blog!

I'm having mood-swings nowadays.
Thought of moving to a new place, everything gonna be better
But it doesn't seems in th way.
I feel like dying now.
Dunno why, but i guess i'm suffering from depression.
Mayb not now, but soon.
If im still gonna lead this kind of life,
i afraid one day, i might just jump down from th building.
& that's it.

I know i've got ppl ard me who cares & loves me so much.
But .. i just feel like crying.
Sighs..

I had a bad dream when im having afternoon nap just now.
Th dream is so real, untill i cried when i woke up.
& i'm still doubting if this is gonna happen one day.
Life is unpredictable.
I dunno when you're leaving me & i dunno if you're real to me.

I hope you will be there for me when i need you.
Sometimes, i really hate you.
Hate that i need you so much & you're not there for me.
But as days goes by,
i realise you're th one who fill my days.
Yes, i'm getting in love with you.