Victoria's blog!

Just came back with my Shema convivience. Tiring and sleeepy . That's all. Lol.
But besides this, frankly speaking I've really learnt something and benefit from the convivience. Well, this was actually out of my expectations which I tot I wouldn't pay any attention and can't be bothered to give a darn. Hahas .
Was quite proud of myself cause I managed to stay awake and pay attention to what i was told to be. But there's part where's really so dry and bored and cause me half dead la. =x lalalas ..
whatever it is, I think this convivience wasn't that bad. =))
Back to past few days, I've actually made this decision to break up with Zap. Ok, this was something I always felt so ambivalence cause I've always need him so much to share my joy or to console me whenever I need him. But on the other hand too, I hated him so much! This is all bcos he always made empty promises to me and bring me so much of dissapointment.
But whatever it is, I've trully let him go and I swear I wouldn't shed any tear for him. Neither do I for the future. That's really the end for both of us cause I'll never be soft-hearted again !