Hello and goodbye

Urgently looking for girls to work every weekend (mostly fri and sat night). Pay is 25 to 30/hr depending on experiences. Need to be outgoing, friendly, and responsible. Jobscope is to promote brandy at given location. Don't worry, location given are not those sleazy ones.. definitely safe. Send me your profile to wen_jing91@hotmail.com if interested.

life has been great. After all, i have been enjoying myself in every single bit of my life.
Went for my internship today. the form teacher that i have been attaching to since my first intern is getting married. talking about marriage, it seems that everyone in the whole world is getting married (in a week's time, 3 couples have announced that they are getting married.) wah fuck. gan jiong or scared they cannot get married?
B and i was talking about it lately as well, not that we are getting married. We are very aware of the current situation. Not till my mom accepts him, i won't nod my head to a yes.

sidetracks. I know i shouldn't be saying this, but sometimes i feel that i should not have fall in love with him. i mean, hey look i have a mother who hates him ttm and on the other hand i am so super in love with him that makes me wanna die. How to decide? fuck that.

I think i need a bottle of whiskey now! okay noooo, i need a jim bean and a tray of tequila shots. because the thought of studying about children with special needs for the next 5 days makes me wanna puke. And, i dont feel like puking now. So some disgusting hardcore drinks will make me feel better. Ahh! Fuck that.

On a random note, i have been wanting to go bkk so so so badly. Can you people/citizens of bkk stop fighting. tyvm.

I'm home! Home sweet home after a short gateway with aaron and baby!

Oh babyboy!
I appreciate what i have now and i enjoy being myself with you .
because only when i'm with you, i feel at home <3 Thanks love, for being my shelter.

I'm caught with assignment assignment and MORE assignments.
I haven't seen B for 3 days!
It seems like 3 years for me!
Dear God, please let the world spin faster!

I've been really sick for the entire week.
fever, cough, flu all at one go. and my fever is no joke .. up to 40 degree. i think half of my brain cells were burnt =x
and my stomach giving me serious hell. my vision was blurred and eventually blackout. i couldn't see for a few second and i was practically kneeling down bcos i could barely stand up. total hell.
bad experience ... tsk tsk

anyway, here i am ... kicking alive. (:

I think i need pictures to revive this space. :DDDD
I miss those good old days where i have all the time on earth to plan a catch up/meeting with girlfriend(s) :'(








I cut my hair again. for goodness, almost half of my hair length gone.
i shall not whine anymore. although i STILL prefer my previous hair which was cut by baby's boss but oh well .... it's always good to change a little. hurhur.

i miss my long hair :(

YO!
Helped Nichole with her school project. Presenting you one of my favorite from her work pieces.


me posing as Wednesday, from Adam's family.






What do you think?

PHOTOS FROM YOU-KNOW-WHERE!
A MUST TAKEEE PHOTO BEFORE ENTERING.

poor ginger bread.

was it my poor camera or my shaky hands?

whether you like it anot. i still like doing this. bad for you. tsk tsk tsk tsk

one of the best rides. An indoor roller coaster. Must try!
We had this for 3 or was it 4 times? :DDDD

The water play that got me wet ... eh correction .. SOAK!

everyone else in my that same boat ride didn't get much water. I'm the particular one that walked out with wet hair and soaked pants. hymp!

If you ask me what is not-so-good about US? I would say the ridesssssssss...
The only one that i enjoyed was the indoor roller coaster.
I was so excited about this gigantic huge humongous thing ...
but they told us that it was under maintenance or something.. whatever, i'm sad .. that's it!

I particularly like this ... The Far Far Away!

I was so excited when the crew said that we'd manage to drive this little jeep on our own. So we went to queue for 30? 40? 50mins?
anyway ... it wasn't THAT good as what i thought lah.

fake hippo..

fake beetle ..

we got bored and we started cam-whore instead.

okay lah.. not that bad

and we went for this show.
a must watch show as well ...

cam-whore again before the show starts

this kitty here is really good at acting cute.

our last ride before biding goodbye ...

look what i see?
I heart these penguins in Madagascar.

-
-
-
-

So here is it. Our very first year. Nothing fancy, just the both of us having fun.


and i did this ....
i know it's awfully done.
(eh dont like that lah, i'm just being humble. Pls say nice, give me some credit lah!) HAH

CIAO!
Busy Weeeeeeeek!

I walked out of that familiar house when it was past 12... a.l.o.n.e
What is so wrong with me?
I said that i wanna leave so much and when he doesn't stop me or pull me back to him, i feel like he's a total asshole.
Why am i always the one giving in and taking initiatives? Am i too sensitive or was i asking too much?
I took the train home with my wet hair, teary eyes and my heavy laptop.
Feeling lost, hopeless and fear.
I dont know what should i do. All I need is a big hug.
So .....
I alighted and took the opposite train all the way back to his place...again

& I thought i thought i thought ...
(i lost my train of thoughts. forget about it, what i thought is no longer important)

Endnote: This is it. Here i am, where i belongs. Home sweet home with my usual drama that i've been watching for these couple of days with a bottle of green tea and my strawberry pocky stick and hello panda.

Hey, you know what.
I really dont like it (okay correction) i hate it when people address me with 小妹 (translation: little girl).
Like hello! I'm a grown up girl!
They said, "excuse me LADY" and NOT "excuse me girl"
So tell me what's with the 小妹 thingy.
It irritates me.. seriously.
and definitely not madam....that's worst!