Victoria's blog!

Hello and goodbye

2011-02-07T09:51:00.001+08:00

2010-10-20T17:15:00.002+08:00

Urgently looking for girls to work every weekend (mostly fri and sat night). Pay is 25 to 30/hr depending on experiences. Need to be outgoing, friendly, and responsible. Jobscope is to promote brandy at given location. Don't worry, location given are not those sleazy ones.. definitely safe. Send me your profile to wen_jing91@hotmail.com if interested.

2010-08-28T03:47:00.002+08:00

life has been great. After all, i have been enjoying myself in every single bit of my life.
Went for my internship today. the form teacher that i have been attaching to since my first intern is getting married. talking about marriage, it seems that everyone in the whole world is getting married (in a week's time, 3 couples have announced that they are getting married.) wah fuck. gan jiong or scared they cannot get married?
B and i was talking about it lately as well, not that we are getting married. We are very aware of the current situation. Not till my mom accepts him, i won't nod my head to a yes.

sidetracks. I know i shouldn't be saying this, but sometimes i feel that i should not have fall in love with him. i mean, hey look i have a mother who hates him ttm and on the other hand i am so super in love with him that makes me wanna die. How to decide? fuck that.

I think i need a bottle of whiskey now! okay noooo, i need a jim bean and a tray of tequila shots. because the thought of studying about children with special needs for the next 5 days makes me wanna puke. And, i dont feel like puking now. So some disgusting hardcore drinks will make me feel better. Ahh! Fuck that.

On a random note, i have been wanting to go bkk so so so badly. Can you people/citizens of bkk stop fighting. tyvm.

2010-06-23T22:56:00.005+08:00

I'm home! Home sweet home after a short gateway with aaron and baby!

Oh babyboy!
I appreciate what i have now and i enjoy being myself with you .
because only when i'm with you, i feel at home <3 Thanks love, for being my shelter.

2010-06-06T15:29:00.003+08:00

I'm caught with assignment assignment and MORE assignments.
I haven't seen B for 3 days!
It seems like 3 years for me!
Dear God, please let the world spin faster!

2010-05-24T00:09:00.007+08:00

I've been really sick for the entire week.
fever, cough, flu all at one go. and my fever is no joke .. up to 40 degree. i think half of my brain cells were burnt =x
and my stomach giving me serious hell. my vision was blurred and eventually blackout. i couldn't see for a few second and i was practically kneeling down bcos i could barely stand up. total hell.
bad experience ... tsk tsk

anyway, here i am ... kicking alive. (:

I think i need pictures to revive this space. :DDDD
I miss those good old days where i have all the time on earth to plan a catch up/meeting with girlfriend(s) :'(

I cut my hair again. for goodness, almost half of my hair length gone.
i shall not whine anymore. although i STILL prefer my previous hair which was cut by baby's boss but oh well .... it's always good to change a little. hurhur.

i miss my long hair :(

2010-05-08T16:27:00.002+08:00

YO!
Helped Nichole with her school project. Presenting you one of my favorite from her work pieces.

me posing as Wednesday, from Adam's family.

What do you think?

2010-04-21T20:41:00.046+08:00

PHOTOS FROM YOU-KNOW-WHERE!
A MUST TAKEEE PHOTO BEFORE ENTERING.

poor ginger bread.

was it my poor camera or my shaky hands?

whether you like it anot. i still like doing this. bad for you. tsk tsk tsk tsk

one of the best rides. An indoor roller coaster. Must try!
We had this for 3 or was it 4 times? :DDDD

The water play that got me wet ... eh correction .. SOAK!

everyone else in my that same boat ride didn't get much water. I'm the particular one that walked out with wet hair and soaked pants. hymp!

If you ask me what is not-so-good about US? I would say the ridesssssssss...
The only one that i enjoyed was the indoor roller coaster.
I was so excited about this gigantic huge humongous thing ...
but they told us that it was under maintenance or something.. whatever, i'm sad .. that's it!

I particularly like this ... The Far Far Away!

I was so excited when the crew said that we'd manage to drive this little jeep on our own. So we went to queue for 30? 40? 50mins?
anyway ... it wasn't THAT good as what i thought lah.

fake hippo..

fake beetle ..

we got bored and we started cam-whore instead.

okay lah.. not that bad

and we went for this show.
a must watch show as well ...

cam-whore again before the show starts

this kitty here is really good at acting cute.

our last ride before biding goodbye ...

look what i see?
I heart these penguins in Madagascar.

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So here is it. Our very first year. Nothing fancy, just the both of us having fun.

and i did this ....
i know it's awfully done.
(eh dont like that lah, i'm just being humble. Pls say nice, give me some credit lah!) HAH

CIAO!
Busy Weeeeeeeek!

2010-04-13T04:25:00.005+08:00

I walked out of that familiar house when it was past 12... a.l.o.n.e
What is so wrong with me?
I said that i wanna leave so much and when he doesn't stop me or pull me back to him, i feel like he's a total asshole.
Why am i always the one giving in and taking initiatives? Am i too sensitive or was i asking too much?
I took the train home with my wet hair, teary eyes and my heavy laptop.
Feeling lost, hopeless and fear.
I dont know what should i do. All I need is a big hug.
So .....
I alighted and took the opposite train all the way back to his place...again

& I thought i thought i thought ...
(i lost my train of thoughts. forget about it, what i thought is no longer important)

Endnote: This is it. Here i am, where i belongs. Home sweet home with my usual drama that i've been watching for these couple of days with a bottle of green tea and my strawberry pocky stick and hello panda.

2010-04-12T17:31:00.002+08:00

Hey, you know what.
I really dont like it (okay correction) i hate it when people address me with 小妹 (translation: little girl).
Like hello! I'm a grown up girl!
They said, "excuse me LADY" and NOT "excuse me girl"
So tell me what's with the 小妹 thingy.
It irritates me.. seriously.
and definitely not madam....that's worst!

2010-04-07T15:43:00.002+08:00

BB gonna take a day off tmr and bring me to Universal Studio.
Mad happy.
I was actually thinking about going escape only.
Haha.

ciao. time go pick bb from work.
*excited, happy*

2010-04-06T17:07:00.001+08:00

Tmr gonna mark our one year anniversary. *happy smile*
First, i'm going to Popular
Second, i needa go to the printing shop
and third, i needa go to NTUC

heyya, so guess what am i gonna do for baby?
*excited*

<3

2010-04-02T16:44:00.003+08:00

Good evening ladies and gentleman.

One fine day, i decided to cut my hair.
No particular reason, just thinks that i needa a new look. Everyone's been saying that i look like im in my late 20s when i work.
AH whatever.

& finally, TADAH!

So how? Do you like my new kiddy look or the old me?
HAHA.
CIAO.

2010-03-29T17:06:00.002+08:00

I'm on a date with microsoft office!
I hate writing reports!
4 down and 8 more to go.

Oh yeah ............... and i cut my hair.

BANGSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!
HAHAHA.

2010-03-19T16:49:00.003+08:00

Happy weekend everyone!

2010-03-18T00:58:00.005+08:00

I am feeling so bored. The sudden free time makes me feel so empty and useless. Hahaha.

HELLO!

p/s: Do me a favor by helping me to click my nuffnang advert on the right hand side of this post. haha. thanks (:

2010-03-03T22:51:00.007+08:00

My internship children has been singing the tune "Clementine" by Connie Francis.
So i went home and start searching for her songs.
( Send Me The Pillow, Never on Sunday, Clementine, Stupid Cupid and my most favorite Itsy Bitsy Teeny Weeny Yellow Polka Dot Bikini and etc..)

I don't know why and where and how do i know her songs. But it sounds so familiar as if i listens to them everyday.
Somehow, it reminds me of my childhood memory and my mom sitting beside my bed singing.
So sweet so warm and so lovely.

I love oldie songs. It calms me down and puts me to sleep.

2010-02-27T18:51:00.002+08:00

2010-02-23T23:39:00.002+08:00

my id, ego and superego is fighting against each other.
I'm searching for my moral and values. Where have them gone to?

Dear God,
Please help me!
I wish one day i would be set free.

2010-02-17T22:23:00.016+08:00

Wishing everyone a prosperous and healthy year ahead.
This year's Chinese New Year is pretty much different.
I spent my first day (初一) at home and the second till fourth day with baby ♥

Went visiting with baby's family on the second day.
He bring me go collect $$. Haha

baby's 招牌动作

Last but not least, on the double happiness day
baby surprise me with this ....

Thank you baby!
Despite all the unpleasant things happened lately, you still treat me like your baby princess, paying extra attention, care and concern to me.
Having this said, i know i've been reacting weird by throwing tantrums to you. *rao rao, okay* (our signature language, Hah)
Well, deep inside your heart, i know you don't feel good either.
But you gotta pull yourself through and act as if you're alright, just because you don't wanna make me worry and make me less sad.

I know you must be finding me like a ah-sao now.
Haha. But i still wanna say this,
thank you, baby!

I ♥ YOU

2010-02-09T13:43:00.001+08:00

Dear God,
Please forgive me for what I've done.

2010-01-26T12:51:00.003+08:00

While i'm in school waiting for my next lecture @ 2pm, i went to visit blogs.
Hopped to Angelababy's Blog, she has really gorgeous, awesome hair.
I've always admiring people with long and curly weave hair.

Super nice (:

After looking at her pictures, i have the sudden urge to do something to my hair.
My hair is seriously CMI, dry, frizzy, dull, split end, no shape .... etc *hint*
HAHA.

2009-12-29T15:57:00.002+08:00

For once, i really hate myself .... and my life.
I don't know why am i in this state now. Probably i deserves these?

Things are getting worse each day. I realizes that we're getting further apart. Is like a total stranger?

I don't know why am i feeling this way. Like running away from you all the time, yet at the same time i wanto spend time with you. hah. funny yea?
probably i hate to hear those words coming out from you.
and to get lesser injury for both, i choose to avoid.

On the brighter side (oh well!) i should stop feeling this way because at least i'm not one of the beggar out there begging for food, for home and for love.

Cheers to all for tomorrow is gonna be better!

2009-12-27T22:49:00.005+08:00

So here i am after spending 3 days 2 night with baby.
How was everyone's christmas?

25th Dec.

Went to BB's family outing early in the morning. It's a bicycle trip, so we started our journey at Changi Beach Park all the way to East Coast .... total of 6km
totally exhausted because the previous night BB and i didn't catch any sleep.

Watched movie - Chaw at night.

26th Dec

I was making so much noise since last night that i wanto eat mac breakfast. Haha. Luckily we managed to catch the last breakfast before they change their menu. ((:
After satisfying our stomach, the four of us (Gina, her bf, BB and I) go all the way to expo for metro sales. Haha.
BB exit the wrong exit and drive to the wrong lane. So we end up travelling almost 2 hours from b.gombak to expo. Haha.
Went orchard after expo. Again, we spend almost 1.5 hr traveling. Cze it was raining cats and dogs and the traffic at orchard was damn damn damn heavy.

Initially, BB and I wanted to do a massive shopping spree on this day. Because everywhere is having sales, sales, sales and more sales.
But due to the crowd and time constraint, we didn't manage to get anything from orchard.
Haha. Damn cute right? Waste money on petrol still need to pay extra $12 on parking fee for that 3 hrs only. LOL.

Went fishing at east coast at night. Ya, east side again.
Have been traveling to east so often... until my back, neck and butt is aching now. Cze need to squeeze 6 person in a car. Total of 4 fatty and 2 skinny lady. Hahahaha.
And, the journey is damn far away.
But it was a worthwhile journey. <3. style="text-align: center;">My christmas present from Baby.

27th Dec

Went beauty world in the afternoon for the guys to play number ball. I think i gotta pick up some pool/billiard skills or else i'll be BTD (bored to death) one day. Haha.

Caught Sherlock Holmes @ CWP with BB and friends at night.
Thumbs up for that show. Go and catch it if you've not. And, if you plan not to watch it, you're gonna regret. haha
While sending me home. BB realized his soccer match starts at 9.30pm and not 10pm.
So we settle at one of the coffee shop nearby my hse to cheer for Arsenal.
Haha.

Home sweet home when it's half time. (:

The end. My 3 days 2 night sweet and simple lifestyle with Baby! <3 So much fun, joy and loveeeeeeeeee.

2009-12-21T04:23:00.002+08:00

Advance birthday celebration for baby later!
Hope everything goes smoothly and managed to get the room booked! (cos we just booked it like today!)
yaya!

loves <3

2009-12-19T15:01:00.009+08:00

There's a lot of things going in and outta my mind, lots of thoughts.
Vannie came back few weeks ago and she went back perth again (yesterday)
sob. No one to share my bed with me now, no one to listen to me, no one to watch drama with me till sun rise... and the list goes down.
Sometimes you just gotta admit that you need someone practically beside you to share with you.

2009-12-06T22:38:00.001+08:00

So much things to do, so little time .... :(

2009-11-17T01:17:00.003+08:00

Hello, friend. Do you see spiders crawling?
Well, not blogging as i am busy.
As i am blogging here, it reminds me how time flies.
Like seriously, i feel like semester 2 has just started and i'm still in my holiday mood (always..)
Gonna get down on serious stuff soon.

Besides school, i've been working pretty hard as well.
Z has been a babyboy lately. Whenever he can, he will send me home safe and sound.
& that lovely fella has been really nice as well ... all the quarrels we used to argue and fight are getting lesser.
Somehow it makes me feel uneasy that he's acting so lovely.

people, be prepared to laugh at what you're gonna see ltr cos i can't help but laugh at this hot mama either. HAHAHAHAHA.

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HOT MAMA IN TOWN!

FYI, Z''s wearing my dress and acting oh-so HOT!
& baby, you know i love you! So pls don't scream at me when you sees this!

HAHAHAHA! Can't stop laughing!

2009-10-19T14:06:00.015+08:00

Sem 2 has started.
This is week is gonna be busy busy busy!!!
Gonna work straight from monday to sunday. Yes, $$ coming in!
and my schedule are school -> work -> home (sleep) .... for everyday

FLASHER! lol.

and then on the last friday of holiday, had class outing with classmates at sentosa.

Last week, YUE's (2nd floor of Lunar) 1st Anniversary or something.
Note : Do drop by from monday till thursday at YUE. Come on and check out the girls working there. and rmb say hi to me. haha.

& this is so long time ago, smirnoff black event at dbl 0.
someone send me this pic to my emails.
thanks.
haha.

ciao!

2009-10-09T02:35:00.003+08:00

I feel like i'm off from the world. Idk know why but this week seems very slow. Probably i have not done any connection and socializing with people lately.
& my world revolves around Z and nichole only. How sad!

Z and i were talking about friends lately. Come to think of it, I don't really have much friends. I mean i do have friends but those are only hi-bye friends or friends that i don't put them in my regular list. Is not that i don't appreciate them, i'm just scared of being hurt. (?)
The number of friends that i could really talk and open up myself probably could be one, two or three?
I don't know ...

2009-10-03T15:40:00.012+08:00

Met nichole sometime ago and we decided to sing k!

Had Shirley Temple for both of my drinks.

We're getting bored of singing so we started taking pictures with my shades and doing all sorts of stupid actions and stuff.

I only upload some here.

Don't wanna expose all ahhh .... haha

Went paragon as nichole wanna buy her make up stuff.

Gonna refill and shop for make up and skin care product soon .... after pay after pay!! haha

Last but not least ....

I like to bun up my hair nowadays.

Z says that i gonna get bee stings because i've got a big beehive! ~.~

2009-09-29T10:49:00.015+08:00

Working during the the F1 season for non other than j.walker!
I'm like forever j.walker luh...
Well, gonna switch soon. You won't catch me walking in crime anymore.

Polaroid is so much fun!
Here's part of it only.

Working is fun because you get to know ppl from every corner in sg.

& i met Jasmine who offer to give me a ride home after work :D

My walking partner, Catherine for Sunday at Balaclava.

2009-09-23T15:56:00.003+08:00

I'm having super sore eyes now.
I have no idea why this super swollen eyes ... all i know is i got it from Z's place.
it could be Z pushed me to the wall and knock me?
or i could be a bee sting my eyes while i'm sleeping?
or it could be i punched myself when im sleeping?
or worst .. it could be a black magic?

I tried to use ice to reduce the swollen but it doesn't work at all.
My eyes now are super duper swollen. Like so obvious ...
This week is a super busy week. I pushed away ytd work because of this damn eyes and i don't wish to miss the chance for tonight's party/casting at Lunar.
:'(

2009-09-22T15:41:00.004+08:00

4D3N long weekends with Z.

It's been a very relaxing 4D3N with Z.
Z has been really nice and treating me like a little princess, except the fact that i have to wash his dishes after meal. Haa.
He's really a sunshine that lights up my day and does anything i said.
shit lah. he must have done something wrong lah!
Well, on this long weekends, we .... watched soccer,movie, dvd, eat, sleep, play pool and went to the ZOO! :D & i like this kind of life ....

& zoo is really fun, i feel like a little kid again, running here and there.
I'm so excited when B says he is gonna to bring me to the zoo (finally!) haha
Didn't manage to take much pictures because i left my camera at home. eheee

2009-09-12T15:42:00.005+08:00

Went comex with jenn ytd. I wanna buy a new camera!

Mine damn chui. I don't even bring it out anymore.

I'll just use ppl's camera to take and ask them send to me. But sometimes is either i dun get the pictures or i will need to wait hundred and million years later.

So i will still need to get a new one!

HAHA.

Went work after that. Very ridiculous night that i dunno why i end up throwing tantrums.

Z always says this to me,

" 这世界就是这样不公平，你对别人的好总是不会被珍惜。你帮过他们又怎样？一转眼，这一切的一切都会被忘得一干二净!"

I always don't agree with him and talk against with him.

But how true can this be!

Despite knowing you for years, going through so much with you .. in return i get only the bullshit and fucking excuse.

我已经看透了你也对你彻底的失望!

我会带着微笑面对这一切！

2009-09-10T19:32:00.003+08:00

o4/o9 - Friday
Decided to stay at double O after work since i bumped into few friends over there.
It's ben pretty long since I hit the club. Except that I enter there because of work, you rarely see me partying anymore.

o5/09 - Saturday
Decided to pick Z up from work and went PS for movietgt with Ken and Sharon.
Caught Blood Ties. Not recommended. Don't really like the story.
Headed Z's place after movie

o6/o9 - Sunday
Wanted to go for dim sum buffet with Z's parents. but his parents seems pretty busy. So we decided to go for shopping. Tell you what, it's been so long since Z bring me out for a nice date!
Went anchorpoint to buy Z's shoes and ikea afterwhich to buy sharon little table.

ps: WEEKENDS! HERE I GO!

2009-09-09T19:25:00.002+08:00

Intership Programme is such a killer!!!!!!!!!!!
Extremely extremely extremely extremely extremely extremely extremely
TIRED!!!

2009-09-01T11:09:00.005+08:00

Stay over at Z's place last night....again
Stepehen was like telling me the other day, "since when you decide to move in." lol.

When Z is smoking outisde the corridor. He said this to me ....

Z: B, later i help u highlight ur fringe want anot?
Me: You mean later? Like right after we reach home?
Z: Yes!
Me: *look at the time* Mr, we left like 10 mins and you gotta go for driving lesson.
Z: I know ah, i need 5 mins only then can alr.
Me: Haha. anything ...

So the min we were back, he took out all his barang-barang and start to do my hair.
Z: This colour okay?
Me: Wah, blonde? You wan turn me into some blonde bitch ah?
Z: Aiya, if later you dun like the colour then we change back or what lah.
*kind of no choice, cze he mixed all the chemical alr.*
Me: Btw, B why u suddenly so nice and wanto help me highlight ah? Never heard of you wanting to highlight my hair before.
Z: I always wanted to help u do ur hair, just that no time and tired. Just now got the sudden urge to do for u.... haha. Oh, btw, this hair dye fcuking long never use alr....like almost 3 yrs?
Me: Wah, now i know. you thought im ur guinea pig right. Help you to test whether your 3 yrs old hair dye still working anot

at the end of the day, the so called-blonde turn out to be nothing else but dark brown. wtf!

2009-08-31T01:10:00.010+08:00

Rushing friday's journal for tmr mentor visit.

Have been pretty into soccer lately. Z's fault lah, make me watch so much soccer and all the discussion with his friends. So now he's like making me more soccer ppl and even thought of training me to play soccer.
Stay over at Z's place after soccer match on saturday. tell you, arsenal dissappointed lah!
The next morning, Z woke up and as usual he wanted to go for soccer.
so i was like, "Okay u go, just let me sleep."
谁知道 the next min, he came in and say raining cannot play so they change plan to number ball. they damn siao. never sleep at all and still wanto play.
so i was like, " Okay u go, i wanto sleep, i not going ..."
(because i thought they will come back in a while and the min they come back it will be just nice that i just woke up)
and 谁知道 they really went out and dump me inside his room.
The min i woke up i find myself sleeping alone and they whole bunch of heartless guy went out.
SMLJ!

& they came back only in the late evening. tell you, for the whole solid 1 hr i feel like it's been a century, because i was left sitting in the living room with all his uncles and aunties.
tell you what, i was even with my sleeping shorts and T.

SUPER PAISEH LAH!

2009-08-27T17:03:00.009+08:00

Had lead-in visit in the morning for my attachment this coming friday
Head down clarke with nichole for shoot
roving as usual and i was too tired that i fell alseep in the car

caught tak-glam.

my walking partner for every wednesday.

2009-08-20T21:13:00.001+08:00

I pray that manageable Dev.Psychology Learning(DPL) paper tmr!
Please.....

2009-08-19T11:44:00.004+08:00

Exams coming. time for real business!

Z text me this morning just a min after we kiss goodbye:
"B, i know its difficult for us not to see each other for the following days. But thinking that we will be together and have time together for the rest of our life, it makes me feel better. love you!"

:D

2009-08-17T05:18:00.001+08:00

Edited post.

Attended Sharon's birthday chalet at DTE from friday to sunday
Wasn't a very pleasant one because things start to screw up a little on saturday night.
Z and i had super big fights. I tell you really super.
He threw my slipper from the back door to the bed and shout, "GO HOME NOW"
Can't blame him, i'm being over sensitive and start to doubt him. orbi good to myself.
Despite the fights earlier on, we still manage to talk in peace.
Thanks love!

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baby, i know i have let you down again and again.
Thank you for beeing understanding and give in to me at all times.
I appreciate that, i really do.
love you always!

2009-08-12T02:03:00.002+08:00

o8/o8/2oo9 - Saturday

As usual, picked Z from work
Went back to Z's place as he need to change
Tamp. for dinner with Z & friends
Head down to ECP for their fishing trip
Caught nothing
Change place and went to some ulu ulu place
Didn't fish at all, cze not a good spot
last ... while the rest went for mac breakfast, Z & I went to our respective lalaland

o9/o8/2oo9 - Sunday

Z woke me up at 9am and told me he's going for soccer
Dun bother where he's going and continue sleeping
Z came back at 1pm and cook maggie mee for me
Went back to sleep again .... all the way until 5pm.
Woke up and realize i need to go home and change before i go out again
So home sweet home
Didnt wanto go out anymore
and i decided to stone at home and watch ndp with mom (:

ps: You told me okay, but it's not okay. I know, i've break my promise again.

2009-08-07T23:10:00.005+08:00

The quarrels we had last night gave me a bad time. I thought i can never continue walking with you. & i thought it would be good if i left only the good memories.

How true can this be,
"Attachments always lead to expectation and expectation leads to disappointment."

By forgiving, i'm letting go the disappointments and lighten my load.

& i tell myself,
accept the finite disappointment, but never lose infinite hope.

o6/o8/2oo9 - Thursday

i never like thursday because lesson starts at 9am and end as late as 5pm.
Head down to UE square for j.walker casting after sch.
Met Berenice at Central Mall and pick Z up after his work.

should i get a naval piercing first or tattoo first?

o5/o8/2oo9 - Wednesday

I decide to be nice and surprise Z by picking him up.
I thought my plan was ruined because i saw the lights were off when i reach.
and from far, i saw someone familiar.
Walking over from the other end of the bus stop, Z noticed me... (aiya!)
& from there, i saw the sweetest smile ever....

o4/o8/2oo9 - Tuesday

Skipped afternoon lecture and i headed down to mcpherson rd for casting.
Met nichole and we headed cine for k-box.

2009-08-03T22:04:00.003+08:00

Thursday

For the second time, i witnessed someone sleep walking.
Felt kinda helpless because i cant do anything to help
Picked Z from work and watched Overheard at Cine
Headed home aft movie and had small fights with Z again.
Have been quarreling with him since monday.
I wish all these quarrels can come to an end

Friday

Had turorial for 2 hours and i was late for 45 mins.
Did group proj.
I was damn tired that i fell asleep during group proj
Headed home to change and went to pick Z from work
Waited for more than hour again -.-
Dinner at HK kitchen and back to Z's place
Had very nice talk with Z and i stayed over again

Saturday

I woke up as early as Z did
Went home while Z went for work
Continue my drama for the whole afternoon.
Afternoon nap and woke up and start preparing for eucharist.
I took the wrong bus to church and vera laughed at me.
Played poker at yew tee with vera, aaron and julian

Sunday

Godpa came over for morning prayer.
Headed for lunch at Jack's Place
Went off to Z's place.
Initially plan was to watch movie but i stayed at Z place for dinner
Continue nua at his place untill 11pm +
home sweet home

Monday

Lesson canceled.
Stayed at home the whole day + stone-ing
Complete my presentation slide for tmr
Watched drama. Current addcition: "Burning Flame 3"
Talked to Z few mins ago before he hang up and go for driving lesson
Received his msg saying that he wish to see me waiting for him aft his driving/work like what i used to do.

2009-07-28T01:44:00.003+08:00

I edited this myself. :D

2009-07-25T18:09:00.003+08:00

I'm starting to feel that we're drifting apart.
I'm getting fed up.
I'm so not motivated to do anything.
Gonna spend my weekend doing assignment.
I'm not getting what I deserve to get after all the efforts made.
I met some nice customer ytd night at firefly that make my 4hrs worthwhile.
I'm spending more than what i am earning.

2009-07-20T01:43:00.017+08:00

15/o7/o9 - Wednesday

Chill at Cafe Del Mar with Nichole and Jiahui.

I need a hair treatment badly. My hair damn cui.
Gonna spam Z for help. Haha

Stayed there for an hour or so and we left.

Met Z after leaving vivo and i stayed over at his place.
& the next day, i went sch straight from Z's place.
Waited Z to end work after my sch ... i waited for more than an hour. =.=
Wanted to watch movie, but no more slots.
Thanks that last min walk in bitch, make me wait so long then end up nothing.

& from wed to friday,
i wore the same top and bottom throughout these few days.
Hahaha. =x

2009-07-17T02:33:00.000+08:00

Time: 2:33am
Situation: problem solved! & need to sleep badly!

good night!

2009-07-17T02:02:00.000+08:00

Time: 2:03am
Situation: my phone decided to play with me and come up with a goddamn PUK code.
i've no idea what's that and spent more than an hour searching the web for solutions. _|_ F you, understand!

2009-07-16T12:47:00.004+08:00

Did this personality test during my 3 hours break time. Haha.

When it comes to love and relationships, what would you do?

Here is the analysis:

When it comes to love, you take your time and do not fall in love easily.
You give 50% to your relationship and expect to receive 50% in return.
If there is a problem in your relationship, you are able to confront it in an optimistic way and full of hope. You want to work it out right away, all by yourself.
You need lots of reassurance in your relationship. You'd like to see your loved one every day, if possible.
You accept your loved one the way they are. You don't expect him or her to change for you.
When you love someone, you tend to stay in love for a long time.

How will you choose your Mr Right?

No matter how many men you have beating a path to your front door, when it comes to picking Mr Right, you'll listen to your parents. Not only will you become weary of all your suitors, deep down you don't quite trust your own judgment.

Who will be your future Mr Right?

Your future hubby will be lovely and sweet, but a little immature - possibly even a spoilt brat! This guy will trigger your maternal instinct. You'll always be willing to watch his back and clean up his mess. He might be the same age as you are or even younger.

When will you get married?

As soon as you fall in love, you'll want to grab your man and hang on to him. You will probably marry very young, so it would be wise of you to think carefully before committing.

What sort of wife will you be?

You are a bit tricky. You might pretend to be a sensitive and caring wife in his eyes, but you'll be ready to laugh at him behind his back and eventually you may even leave him for another man.

Will you and your husband have a good time together?

You and your spouse will choose to spend time on more romantic activities. You won't end up quite as healthy, but you'll have plenty of fun going out for drinks, watching concerts or playing cards at home with other friends.

What will your children be like?

Your kids will be quiet and won't give you a hard time - they'll be a joy to have around. However, you should teach them to be stronger and more confident in themselves. Otherwise they might grow up to be losers.

How loyal are you?

You get along very well with most guys. Sometimes your friendliness misleads others to think that you're a bit of a flirt, but actually you've got a loyal heart. You'll never have eyes for anyone except your beloved husband.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/

2009-07-15T00:54:00.009+08:00

I like the way i spent my weekends.
No grant parties, no fancy dresses... just a couple of friends meeting up and having love by my side all the time :D

12/o7 - Sunday

Had a very bad night. ALMOST a gone case, because both of us (you know who) refuse to give in.
Despite the night we had, i still make my way down to JP (see..in the end i still give in. hah)

After much psycho from him, i decided to join them for L4D...my very first virgin attempt on such game.
Haha.

11/o7 - Saturday

A very short meet up/dinner with Nichole and Jiahui at PS.
& coincidentally Z & co. were there as well. heh.

10/o7 - Friday

Went Z's place after his work.
Watch the 9pm show with his mom while waiting for him to come back from driving lesson.
& stayed over at Z's place.

2009-07-13T02:38:00.002+08:00

Exhausted.

Is it the love or the perseverance that brings us to this far?

Am i changing?

2009-07-08T10:43:00.015+08:00

o3/o7/09 - Friday

finally, met up with this two darlings of mine.
Had great time with them, they are the people that make things wonder and make things happen.
It's been ages since the 3 of us meet up lah!

meet darlings. :D

Z came along, as well as Jen's bf.

Pool after dinner.
Tell you what, vic is a noob when it comes to pool. I know nuts about pool and play nuts. haha. I don't and can never play pool.

Jennifer & Angela!! Haha.
love them so muh!
Darls, must plan more outings and meet up more often k!

2009-07-05T20:39:00.005+08:00

Change of love.... thai clubs! Hah.
Went Club nana one of those days and hit Narcissus, one of the thai disco at Pearl Center ytd.
& I come across many comments that says i look like thai. lol. really meh?

believe in yourself, you will make it through!
Don't you ever wish you were someone else, because you're fate to be.

爱错了

2009-07-02T00:50:00.002+08:00

I always thought we've been compromising each other.
& I always thought i can talk in good terms with you.
yea. I THOUGHT ONLY!

2009-06-28T12:54:00.018+08:00

26/o6/o9 - Friday

Stayed over at Z's place.
We had pillow fights. haha.

zombie attack! Haha.

We spent 5 hours deciding where to go then end up both going different ways.
While waiting Z to prepare and all ... i'm alr done with my make-up and all!
see... guys are vain!

Met vera, aaron, crystal & joey at plaza sing & we walked to clarke.
I swear we walked alot that night.
haha.

company for the day.
joey, crystal, vera, victoria, aaron (:

Caught midnight movie - I love you, man with vera and aaron. that movie is damn crappy.

btw, Im having flu now. I ate 4 tablets of panadol ytd and im still not recovering.
In fact, its getting worst. & Z is having high fever now.
God bless us that is not H1N1.

2009-06-25T01:35:00.000+08:00

Stayed over at Z's place the previous night.
Finally, he's back from his trip & he bought me small little stuffs. ♥

We were planning where to go the next day, since he has off the next day.
Wanted to go like escape, wild wild wet, science center etc.
& we finally decided to go zoo.
yea. we were so looking forward to it because we always wanted to go, but no chance.

Ladyluck aint with us.
Z dropped his phone into water during his trip. It was still in working condition afterthat. BUT... ^#$%#@$@$ when we were preparing ourselves, his goddamn phone emo and give all sorts of problems.
End up going here and there, asking help from people and trying all sorts of method to repair his phone.
Still, no choice ... he sold his phone with a damn low F price. -.-

end up going back his place to have a nap in the late afternoon. >.<
& caught Transformer.

what a day. totally spoilt.

2009-06-23T02:30:00.010+08:00

Rebel last week with neighbors, Nichole and one of her friend.

Here comes PowerPro (CommunicAsia) I swear our boss is goddamn good.

wassup with my face. haha

me working hard. haha

Did an indoor shoot sometime back at Viola. Haven got the pics yet.
I like the make-up done by the make-up artist. yea.
they make my eyes look so big, as if i've got gold fish eyes. haha.
i like i like!

& they did a lil perming to my hair. haha
so im considering if i should get a perm? HEH.

2009-06-21T04:43:00.003+08:00

my mom says this to me, i'll pay you to go to church!
damn. slap myself for making my mom to say this.
i feel so bad now.

randomly, i miss my girlfriends.

2009-06-19T20:02:00.002+08:00

Z went thailand this morning.
hymp! going without me!
ever since Z become part of my life, i hardly and never hit any clubs (other than work).
so im gonna party tonight without him as well. Haha.

CIAO.
gonna prepare now :D

2009-06-19T01:51:00.002+08:00

thanks man! my life is getting worst with all the shits.
probably i should learn to let go ...
FML! why am i here complaining all these bullshits.
I should be looking on the brighter side.
so yea.. it's last day of CommunicAsia! Yea yea! finally .....
heels are seriously a killer! making the ladies looking oh-so-awesome on it and yet suffer at the same time. how shit can this world be.

CIAO.

2009-06-16T03:29:00.002+08:00

Jeez. Im hungry and so energetic now.
Gotta reach expo like 8AM later for work. yea, i'll be there for CommunicAsia.
HEH. I think i should just skip my beauty sleep and cook myself american breakfast before work. For my own sake, i know i wont be able to wake up if i sleep now, because it's 3.43am! haha
yea .. i should start preparing my feast breakfast now. haha.

CIAO. :D

ps : planning on a kl / bintan trip trip with Z (:

2009-06-15T02:12:00.006+08:00

I decide to delete the previous post because i find it way too crappy & mich is making so much noise. DELETE DELETE DELETE! heh.

I've got two weeks term break starting from today.
Not very excited about it.
In fact, i feel like going to to sch. Please not that i like study, just that i think i spend lesser when im in sch. HAHA
Im kinda broke lately so this week gonna be a busy working week & then it's honeymoon week. HAHA. whatever~

& talking about work, i feel less energetic.
Damnit! why am i not a millionaire's daughter?

2009-06-10T19:00:00.003+08:00

Place: UE square starbucks.
Time: 7.01pm
Companion: Vendi choco cream chip, my pink lappy.
Purpose: waiting Z to finish work and send him for his driving
Estimate waiting time: 45mins - 1 hour
Things to be done: REVISION REVISION REVISION! STUDY STUDY STUDY! GO Victoria!

2009-06-08T02:23:00.011+08:00

One of the weekend.

Z surprised me with a banquet of home-wrapped flowers.
yea. he bought the flowers and wrapped himself (with the help of his teacher).
aiya, that man ... art sucks like hell still do art work. haha. okay, is the thought and sincerity that counts. I KNOW I KNOW!

there's like purple, pink rose + additional of dunno what flower. haha
yea. so touched lah!

the pink rose's nice!

that fella didnt give flowers for nothing okay. I did like a handmade heart shape for him. cheapskate i know :( ... but i sewed it by myself for nights lah okay. HEH

so yea. end.

:D

p/s : the sour sweet bitter hot girlfriend. (inside joke) haha :D

2009-06-07T14:36:00.002+08:00

Does religion really matter?
So what if your partner don't share the same religion? Why must you force me to make decision?

2009-06-06T02:53:00.036+08:00

Finally, I decided to upload these photos after so long. haha

Dinner with Nichole a couple of weeks back.
We had dinner at The Cathay, one of the restaurant at the basement. They serve very big portion and nice fish and chips there
No pic for the dishes, but you should really check it out. (:

Cam-whore all the way.
I only had my eyebrow + mascara on my face. Pardon for the oily + sleepy eyes.
and .... you're excuse to skip all those stupid face as well. Haha.

She said i should post this and label this as PARIS. >~<"

Another pictures post ... damn long ago i tell you.
Singing session with a couple of girlfriends.

So here you have ...sandra.

& me playing with e mic. =x

you have sandra here again.

katherine

Mabel.

SuMei.
ya. Sandra again....

Ciao~

2009-06-05T03:06:00.005+08:00

GUCCI's on sale.
Am considering which wallet should i get.

im gonna rant random stuff here :D

Random fact #1
victoria is doing her essay which is due on monday.
haha. typical kia su lah. monday due and here i am rushing like dog.
hey, im being hardworking lah. *AHEM*

Random fact #2
I'm working on a trip to bkk in my coming 2 weeks break. haha
but then again, time constraint. arggg

Random fact #3
I went Plaza Sing. for consecutive 3 days.

Random fact #4
I have the sudden urge to wear braces. Haha.

Random fact #5
I slept less than 10 hours in 3 days. yawn.

Random fact #6
i'm so unhealthy!

okay, gtg go back to work now. (:

2009-05-31T17:53:00.004+08:00

I was having super stomach cramp this morning. I thought i can just stab myself and die. (you will see why later)
hahaha. okay, siao. i wont die so easily lah. haha.

Talking about that, super angry lah.
Went bbq with Z & his friends at east coast last night.
& we went mahjong at his friend's shop at paya lebar aft that. damn far i know.
By the time they started the game, it's like 5am ++ & i'm feeling super uncomfortable alr (i'm out for work since 11am the pervious day)
ya. fcuking tired + sticky body + cramp + i'm angry = that's why i thought i can just die there.

& im angry here because i didn't wanto join Z for mj and he thought that im being anti-social or something... and he said this, " you can play mj with ur friends, but why dun wanto share with me?"
WTF! How can i not angry!!?
I'm like in pain and my mind's in blank.
I think i play will just lie on the mj table and die there lah!

Damn!

2009-05-29T23:21:00.002+08:00

TADA!
It's F.R.I.D.A.Y and im home now doing my assignment which is due tuesday.

Well, i'm home now partly because i had a small fight with Z earlier on. Dunno what on earth is going on, i seems to be okay for all the shits that he said. & he said that i've changed.
he might be right, i think my life is in total mess. I'm losing my temper to this world.
No longer can i control myself.

2009-05-27T17:48:00.000+08:00

I spent a solid of 3 hours to complete my e-learning assignments & sadly ... it's still undone :'(
okay, gotta go now.I'm late to pick Z from his work.
self declare: victoria is such a nice person to pick lazy bum from work.

ps : cam-whore a little before heading out.
pps : sorry for the messy room.

:DDDDDDD

2009-05-25T22:51:00.000+08:00

I'm gonna sleep early today.
Good night! (:

2009-05-23T03:21:00.004+08:00

I starting to feel restless about work.

Next week's gonna be a quiet week. I'm so gonna stay at home and restttttttttt! :D

2009-05-22T00:23:00.000+08:00

I'm eating my dinner now. yea. like 12.25am! lol.
& I just vomited it out.. IN and OUT.
Probably is because i drank with an empty stomach. yaya.
feeling damn horrible now.
Wonder how am i going to wake up tmr morning.

Last but not least, my damn printer is not working.
nb. Cannot print all my assignment papers.

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
$^%^#$@$@#$%#$%$%#$%#%

Damn angry now!!

2009-05-19T00:32:00.002+08:00

that f*ucker!

2009-05-16T03:42:00.000+08:00

Just reached home from work.
Tiring. Slept less than 3 hours the day before because i was playing some retarded online games. haha
I'm having sore eyes now due to long hours of wearing contact lens and/or lack of sleep.
I've been wearing everyday and it's more than 15 hours each day.
Should start wearing spec to sch instead. yaya!

I like long bus ride. :D

working in the afternoon later @ orchard.
Pop by to say hi to me yea? Haha
Good night (:

2009-05-10T23:50:00.006+08:00

o9/o5/o9 - Saturday

Went Sentosa with Z & co.
Everyone tio sunburn except me. Haha.

Left in the evening and went vivo's giant to buy the necessary things for BBQ @ west coast.

Tell you something, this guy here is a super big fan of Doraemon.

10/o5/o9 - Sunday

Was at vivo earlier on for samsung camera event thingy.
What i need to do is walk around and give out brochures.
Went cold storage after that to buy grocery. Haha
& i'm home early today :D

Was cam-whoring during work & there's this angmoh came to me and said he could help me take picture instead of me taking my own. -.-

Last week k-session with Z & co. and i sat there for solid 5 hours because i couldn't sing at all.

Z hang that goddamn locker to my shorts and i walked around with that lah.
damn paiseh.

2009-05-07T13:35:00.002+08:00

Just for laugh.

NO MORE 5C'S BUT NEW 5B'S
I don't need a CAR, but I want a BMW
I don't need a CONDO, but I want a BUNGALOW
I don't need you to have CASH but I want you to own a BANK
I don't need you to have a CAREER but I want you to be a BOSS

Heard of the 5B's?
B - BMW
B - Body
B - Brain
B - Billionaire
B - Bungalow

OR

5K's
Kiasu (scared of losing)
Kiasee (scared of dying)
Kiabor (scared of wife)
Kiaboh (scared of having nothing)
Kiachenghu (scared of government)

2009-05-06T22:46:00.018+08:00

o2/o5/o9 - Saturday

Long day.
Was out from morning 7am++ till next day 4am++
Dun comment on my heavy eyebags because i had only 2-3 hours sleep.

Silin, Shauna, Donna, Sophia, Rachel, Victoria

pretty organizer Sophia

candid!

2009-05-06T14:06:00.003+08:00

I lie down on my bed, thinking what you said yesterday.
It's none other than our usual quarrel.
my attitude + your hot tempered = volcano

2009-05-03T23:59:00.002+08:00

I lost my voice again.
The funniest thing is that i still suggested for K session last night to charles. Haha.
Sang a few songs and my voice totally gone.
what's up with my mind these days.

today another K session with Z and his friends.
To be exact it's not a K session bcos i sat there for 5 hours listening to them sing.
Hahaha. funny i know.

i need to do something to my hair.
bangs? side fringe?
any suggestion?

2009-05-01T03:29:00.011+08:00

30/o4/o9 - Thursday

having high fever and bad flu in the morning. Skipped sch.

Feeling much more better after the long hours of sleep. Guess i need to adjust my time a little.
I cant possible wake up at 6.30am and sleep at 2-3am everyday.
This is so not healthy.

Met Nichole in the late afternoon and treated her sakae.

Been seeing her quite lately.
Last saturday, after my 2.5hours of sumptuous and heavy dinner+supper steamboat with cass & co. i headed down to phuture to look for her.
super last min decision to club lah!

& all my food i ate earlier got wasted. -.-

Watched 3 movies straight in consecutive 3 days with the same person
- Friday the 13th
- The International (Dont watch! It's never a nice one)
- X-men Origins : Wolverine

2009-04-30T23:56:00.000+08:00

Just reached home from Jurong Point.
Celebrated Z's friend, Max birthday.

28/o4/o9 - Monday

The night before, mom came in to my room when i was about to sleep...

mom : I got something to discuss with you.
Me : Yea?
mom : I went for my medical checkup today and the clinic ask me to go to hospital to do further checkup as they suspect that ............................ & might need to do an operation
Me : *suddenly awake* WHAT! When? I go with you!
mom : Im going tmr night. Can you be home before 11pm?
Me : Huh? How come so late then go?
* conversation continue*

The thought of mom going for an opt made me teared.
I chiong home as soon as i settle all my stuffs.
guess what? The minute i push the door open, they surprised me with a cake.
wahlau. happy lah can! so touched...
Didn't expect lah .. really! because it's 10 days aft my bday and i never thought that i'll still be having a bday cake.

thanks to the two of them.
So touched, so happy.
Really appreciate the little thoughts and love from them (:

Oh yah .. by the way ... mom said that lie to me because she wanto make me home early -.-
eh make me so worry lah!

2009-04-25T15:02:00.002+08:00

My phone went dead last night, it was 2am and im alone at clarke quay waiting for kev to pick me up after work.
I couldn't contact him and he couldn't contact me.
Thank goodness i saw WL from far and he helped me to call kev.

Lesson learnt : I need to get a new phone. This is not the first time. My phone seriously CMI!

2009-04-24T10:49:00.002+08:00

Life is pretty busy.
& i'm learning to love this kind of life... because for what i know, I need a change.

2009-04-19T10:22:00.002+08:00

my 18th birthday was kinda screwed up ... like seriously.
Oh well ... overall i did enjoy lah!
Thanks everyone for all the greetings and all.
Was kinda shock when i woke up, because i saw unexpected sms(s) from unexpected people wishing me their wishes.

& sorry for the last min cancellation. so sorry about it ..

I have no idea if i could take any longer.
After years, you're still the same.
Like really the same old you.
You've never changed and will never change.
The thought of what you told me earlier,
made me think how deep can i go ....

2009-04-18T13:39:00.004+08:00

what a day to celebrate birthday!
totally screwed up!!!!
blame myself for not the poor management.
everything's canceled.
yea. as you wish lah ....

2009-04-17T03:33:00.006+08:00

1 more day to go and it's gonna be my 18th birthday.
I've received a handful of advance birthday greetings/presents as well as a mini celebration w kel, michelle & co.
Thanks all!
Esp kel for the smashed cheese cake. lol.

Frankly speaking, im not in the mood of holding any celebrations.
A simple dinner date with all the love ones will do .. yea.
I dont need fancy dress, grand party, crazy people to make my day alive.
Just a peaceful, quiet dinner with the darlings and dears will do (:

ps : my time table says that i have no classes on every friday! wooohoo~ SHIOK!

For a minute, I thought you have changed.

2009-04-15T02:48:00.004+08:00

Last week of holidays. sobs.
and this last week is gonna be busy busy busy.
gonna back to sch life and it's gonna be much more busier.

anyway, caught Knowing with Z.
Dun really like it. Probably i dunno how to appreciate this kind of movie. rate 2/5.
We were practically disturbing each other throughout the whole movie. lol.
waste money.

Wanted to play mahjong with nichole & co.
ps them at the very last min. feeling bad now.
The min i met Z i told him i gonna go for mj later.
so he say ...

Z : Go lah! You always like that, decide alr then tell me. What for tell me ... you know i dun like what ...^$%^%&#%#

within a few mins, his phone rang ...

Z : Yes?

(someone over the phone jio him for mj)

Z : I just told vic not to play mj and you ask me to play. you wan i kanna slap for 77 years ah?

Deep down i was hoping he will go then i can join nichole.
Hahahahahaha...

2009-04-14T03:55:00.005+08:00

Human only treasure after they lose something

my birthday coming up.
this saturday!
Not very excited about it.... dunno why.
Z says he wanna bring me for singapore flyer and my reply was, " singapore flyer is a waste of time and money"
regret of saying that now. haha.

Planned to have chalet.
Just checked with internet, fully booked! T-T
Too last min.
mayb i wont be celebrating also. just simple dinner with loves and im contented :D

2009-04-12T23:58:00.003+08:00

Happy Easter to all!

As usual, attended easter vigil.
Luckily i managed to change my schedule and all. Else wont be able to make it.

omg. im not acting cute here okay. just dunno why it appears to be like this
anyway, no idea why Mary gave this kinda of face. haha

Halfway through ... most were dead.
the only guy that kept us entertained and awake. lol

Vera (:

Reached home the next morning. Mom still very energetic lor!
I almost half dead alr.
ps: Im seriously on the phone. Not purposely one lah.

Okay. Peace out everybody.

Lastly, tell you something.
I wore my make up to bed and when i woke up, i touch up a little and go for easter dinner.
crazy i know.

2009-04-09T23:49:00.005+08:00

I made Z waited for an hour today.
Surprisingly he didn't make any noise. That's unusual.
Must be did something wrong lah! Haha

Credits : Keef

2009-04-08T05:33:00.000+08:00

A couple of weeks ago, i met Kev before he left sg to canada.
& he gave me my advanced birthday present. Ralph Lauren Duffle Bag.
Thanks dude. Love it lah!
See ya in the year end and we gonna have flaming lambo tgt again yea?
Haha...

& i like to do this face recently... hamster face.
haha

& i bring Z off work almost everyday.
bo bian. Who ask me end work so early and his ends at 8pm -.-

sians luh!
Sg very boring. I wanna go overseas! Haha.

anyway ...

Gonna spend most of my time in church this week. busy busy busy!
Good friday, easter vigil and easter dinner. (:

2009-04-07T03:09:00.000+08:00

girls just wanna have fun. ♥

2009-04-02T04:10:00.006+08:00

Just came back from work .
roving's resume. I missed doing roving at boat quay man! ~_~

anyway,
tuition was canceled at the very last min.
I spent 45 mins in cwp's washroom doing my make-up. Haha
Then i randomly walked around cwp and bought two dresses and some unnecessary stuffs.
Booooooo! I'm poorer by another 100bucks. (T-T)

Mahjong recently and quarrelled with Z on that very night.
He dont like me to play mj and all but he's a fuckin hardcore mj player.
wtf. where's justice?!

Got home the next morning with my goddamn puffy eyes.
luckily i brought my shades out to cover..

and this is ........

random.

2009-03-31T03:16:00.007+08:00

Thursday - 26/o3

Had a gathering session come picnic with sophia, the organiser and co.
Met new people.

Amaryllis, WanZhuo, HongLing and me with the stoned face.

Top: Mabel, Yuting, Silin, Victoria
Bottom: Hongling, Amaryllis, Shuana, Felicia, Huihui
ps: I have good memories. Haha.

Victoria, Sophia
Amaryllis, Sophia

and i shall end with this .....

2009-03-30T19:37:00.002+08:00

Time check, it's 7.39pm. I am all alone in this cosy little cafe in clarke quay.
They're playing a nice songs here.
And it is a wonderful feeling to be out here having a cup of chocolate cream chip (with extra whipped cream) while waiting for love to pick me up.

I caught a couple of movies lately and most of them are with Z.
- Coming Soon
- Race to Witch Mountain
- Dragonball
- 12 Rounds
- Hotel for Dogs
- The Unborn

I've been pretty lifeless lately as well. Nothing seems to be able to excites me.
Not even beautiful dresses.
Not even a new decorated room,
a grand party.
I'm getting unconcerned about everything now.
and strangely, I'm enjoying this feeling.

Why do i have to make so many decisions?
"life is about making decisions."
You know me, I've never like making decisions.
I'm always this timid, this inconfident, this unsure.

2009-03-29T23:37:00.001+08:00

A friend of mine told me this,
"Look, you cant possible pleased everyone and make everyone likes you! So be yourself. Be the one that you always wanna be!"